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Today was said to be the following...

I don’t even know anymore. The HR person I needed to talk to was out of the office...and is appearantly on vacation. So I’ve put in a request for help to in the area of my...whatever the fuck it’s called...mind, psyche, mental health, looming depression, self loathing, anxiety...etc.

It’s all a joke anyway. Like who am I to ask for help?! No one...that’s who. I did it despite my better judgement and now it’s a waiting game.

I also spilled the beans last night. The news was taken...uh...with a blank stare and no real reply or opinion to follow. I guess that’s for the best.

Now I’m going to try to sleep. 6 hours in the past 72 has my head swimming thru all my emotions, thoughts, dreams, nightmares, hopes, fears and everything in between. I just want to sleep. That’s all I really want to do...all the time. I know it’s bad when I try to nap in the truck at work while we’re on the way to the job.

Micro naps because Freddy is real and that’s just the way it is now. Beautiful.