“Sleeplessness”

It still doesn’t feel like I sleep well at all. I’ve gone to sleeping without constraints and it helps me get to sleep...just not stay that way. I also wake up 30 minutes before my alarm and that’s irritating as all get out. Another couple things that don’t help are the nightmares, cold sweats, memories & knowledge that there used to be someone to be comfortable and cozy with and that is certainly no longer the case...and the one time someone was there it wasn’t overnight, it wasn’t sleep & it has made my bed feel like a weird kind of soothing torture chamber.

It’s whatever. This is what I wake up thinking about. It’s not every day but it does add up.

So good morning to all of you.

I hope your day is an awesome one.