“Biology...and how I fail at it...”

Kidney cyst.

Kidney stone.

I feel like a complete batch of fuck. I have been crippled IRL by something that is the size of the point of an ink pen. I admit I’m nothing special. I was brought down by something that’s equal to a gold ball in a ball pit at a shitty burger spot.

The cyst...”non-invasive”. I also know my family history. My genetics.

Cancer, addiction, anxiety...etc.

I’m slightly relieved. Slightly. Now I have to regroup, rethink & redo my whole process day to day. I can’t be weak again, I HAVE to be stronger. Better. Fortified.

I’m sorry Peach-Cream for worrying you.

I’m very, very sorry. My fear, again, overtook.