“Kamikaze”

I feel like I’ve been awake too long today or my mind is just playing tricks on me...Tie dyed long sleeve in pink and white.

Yesterday it was a beach cruiser...

I had a great time in the CT scan and it’ll be days before I get results.

Contrast fluid is disgusting and I still don’t like IVs or needles...but I just sat there and didn’t even notice this time.

I just want the pain to stop and to know what’s going on with me...that’s all really...

I miss the comfort that could’ve come with the situation. It’s just another thing to add to the list of those types of things.

Cookies had a long week and just wants to sleep without cold sweats, nightmares, unknown pain & this empty thing that is...this thing.