“Sambo Bilbaggins”

Last night I didn’t wake up every hour in cold sweats from nightmares...I also went to sleep watching “The Ranch”. Oh yeah. I’m well into part two. Yes, I want to grow up to be Sam Elliott one day.

Listening to the story and jokes made me feel comfortable and safe. Like a warm blanket but better.

It’s also been about 5 months since that gorgeous day in the city. That was different and fun. It was one of the last times I’d undeservingly get to see that epic smile and those stunningly, heart palpitating eyes.

So yeah. Highs and lows. Good and bad.

I’m a cookie with no milk and I ain’t looking a soy, almond or lactose free alternative. I’m just a dusty old, dried up, inedible baked good at the bottom of the bag.