“Sky Falling”

All these storms are draining the life out of me. The seemingly constant pitter patter of rain takes it’s toll on me mentally. Too many thoughts and emotions collapsing in on themselves inside my mind. Ugh. I wish it would just fucking stop already. It’s washing me of my ability to cease my echoing psyche.

With every droplet smacking the window they becomes deeper and deeper cuts into my chest. All the fucking things. All the epic failures. My every insecurity and departure becomes magnified in their liquid microscopes. When it’s not work it’s mind numbing with television or just rugged, intermittent sleep followed by pacing around in the shadows...shaking and hearing the voices of old.

I broke a trust. A promise, promises & a heart.

Shovel the dirt. Bury me “alive”.