“Timing Is...”

It’s been three weeks since I took out my ear holes...two months since I pulled out my lip ring and swolled my lip stud and...

It’s almost 3 years...that magical time in life when things get real and you get make things magical...show, educate, give support...

I’m dying.

My eyes are glassy and the under sides are swollen with the salty goodness of insomnia and regret.

Culinary debate is “can you even..?!”

Do you deserve to eat?!

Half a bag of chips and what spit you muster after you vomit and it’s just bile.

This isn’t how I want to live...if this is life...