“Vines”

I saw this house yesterday and it made me think about her. How the earth takes claim over what it wants. The smell of her shampoo. Coming home to someone special. Good times. All the things went thru my head…yesterday was tough.

My brain goes off on its own sometimes. More often now that I’m allowed to be alone with my thoughts on the road. I have plenty of time to go over things in my head and listen to music and relate.

I’ve been trying to concentrate on making new food stuff. I did a thing with some chicken thighs…breaded them with the use of rendered bacon fat and some spicy potatoe chips.

Yes it’s supposed to be green in color. I got a friend to test drive the dish and they said “that chicken is to be fucked with”. That made me happy. I did a solid new thing and it paid off and I got to feed a good person in the process…that’s a win win for sure.

For now im going to try to relax. This FedEx life is something else…even getting my tan back…and I look good in the uniform. I definitely feel better day by day despite the slides into sadness.

😘😘😘 Good night internet.